alone.

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I'm fucking sick of everything. I want friends in person. I mean i have Maddy, Maddie, and Courtney but it feels like Maddie and Maddy don't wanna hang out with me and Courtney works 24/7. I mean today i had to beg Maddy to hang out with me but she won't even answer her phone and Maddie can never hang out cause her parents hate me cause i'm trans. I wish i lived by at least Savanna so i can hang out with her. I wish i lived by anyone. &I wish i wasn't judged for being trans by parents. I mean it's none of their business.

I just wish i had someone. I mean i'm going through a lot in person and i have no one to go to.. If i want to get my mind off something instead of hanging out with friends i have to hang out with my family, whom i cant stand. &It's sad when i have to beg someone to hang out with me, when they're supposed to be my friends.

Ever since i got put in online school the only friend I've ever had is Courtney and so I've always been alone. I used to love being alone. I hate people, personally. But i need people here. I know i have online friends but i need someone physically.. I just.. i can't take it anymore. I feel so invisible.


sorry for the vent...

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