I'm fucking sick of everything. I want friends in person. I mean i have Maddy, Maddie, and Courtney but it feels like Maddie and Maddy don't wanna hang out with me and Courtney works 24/7. I mean today i had to beg Maddy to hang out with me but she won't even answer her phone and Maddie can never hang out cause her parents hate me cause i'm trans. I wish i lived by at least Savanna so i can hang out with her. I wish i lived by anyone. &I wish i wasn't judged for being trans by parents. I mean it's none of their business.
I just wish i had someone. I mean i'm going through a lot in person and i have no one to go to.. If i want to get my mind off something instead of hanging out with friends i have to hang out with my family, whom i cant stand. &It's sad when i have to beg someone to hang out with me, when they're supposed to be my friends.
Ever since i got put in online school the only friend I've ever had is Courtney and so I've always been alone. I used to love being alone. I hate people, personally. But i need people here. I know i have online friends but i need someone physically.. I just.. i can't take it anymore. I feel so invisible.
sorry for the vent...
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GUYS IVE MOVED
I'm still getting new watchers and comments and everything on here so i just want to say one more time that Ive moved and i have new art up here and im active over here:
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New dA c:
So i made a new dA, cause i kinda got sick of this one and i want to start over.
So go stalk me over here; Above-It-All (https://www.deviantart.com/above-it-all).
Thanks, anyone who does <3 c:
maybee
I'm thinking about making a new account. Idk why. Blegh.
Also i've been like playing pokemon Platinum like 24/7 recently. If you want to meet on there and trade or battle, ect, just tell me and well plan something eue
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× A L L A B O U T | M E ×
Name: Colban Avery; "Cole"
Single or taken: Single. Foreveralone.
Gender: Male.
Birthday: August 9th, 1994
Sign: Leo
Hair color: Naturally, dark blonde. Right now its brown :\
Eye color: Light Blue
Height: 5'4
Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: Straight.
× F A S H I O N | S T U F F ×
Where is your favourite place to shop for clothes?: H&M, Express, Hottopic, Urban Outfitters, thrift stores, target.
Favorite designer?: Blegh.
What is your sexiest outfit?: My penis.
What is your most comfortable outfit? My penis.
What do you usuall
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sorry... :c